I found out my baby died on an ultrasound on 2/26/16. This was the video played that day. This is the biggest heartache my husband and I have experienced. Even though it has only been over a week since we found out, each day gets easier. I am thankful for my family and friends who know our heartache. I know these trials test your faith. I don’t understand why this happened, but I still believe in God.
Loosing my precious baby Ali last December 2015 is the most painful part of my life… but with your guidance and always making me feel that you are with me throughout the darkest part in my life makes me feel secure that i will survived this emptiness and longing that i feel. Thank you lord for helping me heal everyday , for teaching me to let go of my son, for bringing persons that makes me feel your love for me and my husband, for guiding us one step at a time to total healing. Lord i know that you have your reasons why this happen , I may not find the answer now but I know in your right perfect time I will understand your reasons.. Thank you for the Love, for the Grace
Ella, my hearts breaking for you. I’m so happy to see you leaning on God and walking in His strength. I never comment on anything. I wasn’t even registered. But when I watched your video it touched my heart and I knew God was speaking to me. I’ve been praying for my broken daughter. She lost her baby boy almost six years ago. He was 2 weeks from his third birthday. He was sick with a rare disease for 14 months. They don’t even have a name for it. She’s broken and it’s killing me to see her like this. For years she was in denial. She’s taking medication to keep her numb and now she’s addicted to prescription drugs. She’s finally reached the grieving process but it’s hurting her so badly. She can’t function and has her daughters to care for. I’ve practically stayed with her and the girls this year to help. I was praying for her this morning as I do every morning and throughout the day. I can’t fix her and as a mother it’s ripping me apart. God is the only one that can. As a daughter I know that God can heal her heart. Yesterday she told he that she “couldn’t do this anymore ” I stayed with her and the children for a little while longer before I left to return home. I’m debating on going back today. I want to but the drive is hard on me. In all of this she’s in the process of a move. She has Lupus among severe back problems. So her health prevents her from doing what she wants and needs to do. She’s in a deep depression. I’m doing all I can to help but it’s not enough. When I read your story and read Habakkuk 3:19 I knew that God was speaking to me. Thank you for sharing your story. I will share it with her. I’m so sorry for your loss and will keep you and your husband in my thoughts and prayers. God bless. May you always walk in His strength.
Thank you Jesus for your shed blood that saved a wretch like me. Thank you for the power, for the love, for the healing, for the goodness, grace and mercy that is mine through what you accomplished on the cross and all because it was your love that held you there. And thank you that after two years of prostate cancer my husband’s prostate is now benign. That is the power of the blood of Jesus. Amen
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